Sunday, April 29, 2007


where are they when i need the the most.?

its more than just a normal mood swing.


stupid stuffs happen at stupid time.

nothing is right.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

studying is tiiiiiiiiiired tiring. couldnt concentrate. :[

uncle has liver(?) cancer. :[


Friday, April 27, 2007

the world sucks all of the sudden. :[

uncle has B型肝癌. i dont know what is that. gillian told me its hepatitis B. we went to visit him at sgh just now. the doctor told daddy to go for the checkup too. since uncle got it from grandpa. but i dont think daddy really care.

if daddy has it. it means that i will have it too. gahs. that thing sounds freaky. because it will turn into liver cancer. :/ uncle is suffering now. when we went there, he was having scoping or something liddat. they put something into your body and check it. -o-

uncle look so bouncy and happy when he was at bro's wedding. :[ when he see me he will go like.. BELLLLLLLLLLLLLL... BELLLLLLLL... BELLINDA! he always do the same thing. -o-

next thing is motorola is having retrenchment. 700 were retrenched today. why why why. daddy was really really angry. and he kept saying the word QUIT. -o- his face went >:[

will daddy be retrenched. :"[ i hope not. daddy is a loyal supervisor. :'[ he knows how to fix my handphone and computer. :'[ and he will go llike. WHERE CAN YOU FIND THIS KIND OF SUPER IN DADDY. -o-

he kept bugging me to create a blog and friendster for him. -o- he wants to be IN. thats why he listens to tokyo drift and have maple plus stupid games inside his computer. gahhhs. he will be super in daddy if he wasnt so stingy. :]

loong loong post.

you know i am joking.


i have quite alot of pictures. :] i will post it if only gillian sim post mine in her blog. :]

edited. :]

Thursday, April 26, 2007

mummy is cooking egg for me. :] although gillian told me i cant eat eggs because i am sick. but mummy says its ok. :] long time since i eat eggs. because whenever i want to eat, i will hear gillian's voice.

today is a looong day. 5 periods of physics. time was going quite fast. maybe its because i am focusing. :] exams are coming.

after school had to stay back for maths. almost everyone was in the library and its noisy. mr tan likes to give maths example. one is about comparing terms.

next time if you are married and you go shopping with your husband, and your husband went missing. can you go to the ladies and look for your husband.?

something like that. its like comparing a cube term with a square term. :] he always say. NEXT TIME IF YOU ARE MARRIED blah blah blah. -o-

it was freeeezing inside the library. :/ went home with jascintha earlier. xD

bought home all this books today. :[

jascintha's. pro hor.

jascintha's. meaningful. :}

gahgahgahs. exams exams exams. study study study.

hello my friend. sometimes i just dont know what you are thinking. :[

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

i am sad..

because theres 5 periods of physics tml.

because of alot of stuffs.


i am sad.

extreamly. :[

byebye. :[

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

ahhhs. i just saw a super pretty handphone in daddy's drawer. a really really pretty one. ahhhhs.

gillian sim always make me feel that my phone is useless. :[ a lil scratches here and there because i dropped it a few times. and the keypad is also quite scratchy because of my nails. :]

i cannot get a new phone until next year. :[ hope daddy will change his mind. xD or when i have enough savings. :] but i wont happen. i guess. xDD

i am still sick. :"[ gillian is sick too. :"[ and she made me lemon honey today again. sorry and thank you.


Monday, April 23, 2007

when will i recover from my cough and flu. :[

gillian made me lemon honey this morning. :] thank you. xD i finished the whole bottle before recess and felt like peeeeee-ing. xDD

hehhehes. but i still cant stop coughing. peer tutoring was cancelled. stayed in school for a while and did maths. and it started to rain heavily. i didnt bring any umbrella. :"[

waited for the bus for a loong loong time. had to walk in the rain. :'[

temptations. i wonder who bought this. :"[

a.maths horror. the thickness is 'beyond imagination'.

2 more revision test and i am done with it. :]

hehehes. mummy bought me fries. another temptation. like ive said. when will i recover.?

byebye. xD

pictures of bro's wedding. :]

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there are ALOT of pictures. seriously alot. i remember that night the photographer kept walking around our table with her camera. -o- bro whispered to me and said. "you better eat gracefully. if i get a picture of you with a prawn sticking out of your mouth, i swear i will print it out."

the video camera kept aiming the 2 'red tables' too. and its showed on the screens in the ball room. gahgahgahgahs. that means everyone will see how we eat. -o-

i became a lil paranoid the rest of the night. -o-

hehehes. i STILL have 2 more revision tests to go. xDD


Sunday, April 22, 2007

came back from gillian house. :] she made lemon honey for me. :] i think she is worst than my mama. -o-

did some maths there. and didnt feel like doing after that. :] yesterday was a maths day. i did maths all day long. and today i didnt feel like doing maybe its because i did too much yesterday. :]

gahgahgahs. i guess all my classmates are rushing now. are they?

gillian's baby pic. took some but its BLURR. gillian kept snatching my phone and say." 不要不要!这张不够 cute!" -o-

looking at her pic it reminds me of my baby pictures. i realise that was super urber fat..

gahgahgahs. my hair didnt grow till i am 3/4 years old. mummy told me she was extreamly scared that time. -o- and she told me ive got my pointy chin from papa. :] and thats the reason why my teeth are not straight. :"[ thats what the doctor say. braces. :]

hehehe. yanshan and i. :]

school tml. :"[ byebye.

Saturday, April 21, 2007

"have a great chat with long never get to see her not even chat. but seriously i think we still very close. (: ah ha."


how touching. :] remember our shopping trip after exams. :]

arghs. i am sick. again. WHAT THE HELL LA. i planned to study today. its not like. i am i sick i cant study. is that i cannot concentrate. :"[ woke up with a bad sore throat and flu. i feel like i am dying.

wanted to drop by gillian's house to have some yummy food. :"[ but mummy stopped me. -o- so no yummy food but some stupid 凉茶. ahhhhhhhs. i think i am dying. why must i be sick every month. i was soooooo happy that i didnt get sick at the starting of the month. :"[ but in the end..?

grrrrrrrrrs. i hope i will get better by tml. :"[
i hope. :"[


Friday, April 20, 2007

woooooooooooooo. came back from the china trip briefing thing. :]

i hope it would be fun. :] 8 days leh. :] now, its to concentrate on exams. :] we are labelled as the noisy ones. -o- why why why.

so much stuffs to do. i tried not to online to loong. xD hehehehs.



Wednesday, April 18, 2007

YAY. ive got 37/40 for poa. :]

ms cai seem to be very happy about it. -o- because there are no failures in the class and there are 85% distinc. i heard her hao lian-ing to some other students. xD

hehehe. ms loo didnt come to school today. 3 periods of chem gone. :] but one of them changed to MATHS. :"[ so 3 periods of maths today. completely BORRRING. :"[

its going to be thursday tml. then friday. then end of week. then exams are coming. sighs. my tuition teacher mia-ed. -o- how irresponsible. i am going to ask mummy to call her. :]

gahgahgahs. oh ya. THANK YOU CHERYL. :]


Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Monday, April 16, 2007


mr tan didnt come today. 3 periods of maths gone. skipped quite alot of maths lesson.? nevermind. :]] we did maths ws today. which is extreamly sian. -o-

after the friendship day skit thing. went for china trip thing. :] how exciting. have to go for a meeting thing on friday night. but i dont think mummy is interested. -o- but before the china trip its EXAAMS.

this reminds me that i needa study. :"[

sad me.

and ya. sis-in-law told me that she will burn a disc of the photos we took during her wedding. :] i am sure i look freaking fat in those pic. -o-

byebye. :"{

Sunday, April 15, 2007

yesterday yesterday yesterday. its a super looooong and wordy post.

mummy woke me up at 6.30am because SHE have to lit the candles. -o- i went back to sleep after that. :] woke up at 10 and went to prepare.

and yes, the tag. maybe i was the first one to see it and told yanshan about it. i am quite sure that i know that person. :] wait till i remember my cbox id and pw.

around 11 the bride and groom came. :] some stupid 'rule' says that everyone in the house must hide in the room. to prevent zodiac clash or something.

den quite alot of people came. ate. tea ceremony. bro got sabo-ed to drink 苦瓜汁. when he reach our house, he rush to the toilet. -o- diarrhea.

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i had to serve bro tea too. -o- i only said. 喝茶。and mummy scolded me. -o-

super urber cute flower girl. xD

after a while everybody left and aunt bought me to tm to have some last minute shopping. :] she gave me a pair of earrings to match my necklace and a hairband which made my head 'cramp'. -o-

rush to salon to have our hair done while mummy went to have her makeup which is.. horrible.. bro pay. hehehe.

and then mummy was overly excited again. scolding people at the smallest thing. like. WHY NEVER OPEN THE WINDOW. YOU TAKE MY HAIRCLIP ISSIT. STOP MOVING AROUND LA. etc.

super irritated that time. i know daddy feels the same way.

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and den we left for the hilltop restaurant. its seriously at the top. -o- if i didnt look at the sky and say that its going to rain, we will take an hour or so to find that freaking place. -o- we spin around bukit timah for 1/2 hour and ive got car sick. -o-

but the place is very nice. super nice scenery. super big nice ballroom. super nice service. i guess.

bro's in-law side who are the kiasu ones asked for many tables. but many didnt turn up. unlike ours. everyone turn up. :]

i was put in charge of the freaking seating arrangement and i have to bring the people to their tables. but i guess its somekind of gathering for everyone. when i was walking to the tables, i was expecting them to follow but when i turn. i was walking alone because the people were talking to their friends etc. -o-

you will never understand how retarded is that. -o-

outdoor toilet. :]

yam seng. the uncle on the far right always say YAMMM~ den stop. -o-


i saw sis in law saying to bro 手酸.

hehehe. sis in law was suppose to sing her way towards bro. but she forget the lyrics and her singing.. is not that good. and bro keep suaning her. xDD

both of them are really really sweeeeeeeeeeet. bro met sis in law in their secondary school. before he change from dunman to THAT secondary school. but they didnt get together. until 18 or 19. and my brother has centre parting that time. :]

its a super long post. and i think its too wordy.


Friday, April 13, 2007

itsss black friday.


have been doing this for the past few hours..

maybe this is 心血来潮.
dont know. :]

bro's wedding is TMLLLLL.

how exciting. gillian accompanied me to tm to get some last min stuffs. THANKYOU. :]


Thursday, April 12, 2007

daddy and i talked about ah gong's photo.

ME: daddy. why must put. very scary leh.
DADDY: mummy say want to let ah gong see your kor kor get married.
ME: got people like that one meh? liddat very unlucky leh. open door den see until.
ME:why never put yours arh? (refering to another ah gong)
DADDY: siao ah. your daddy life span very long one ok.

and he continued explaining to me WHATS THE CONSEQUENCES OF LOSING YOUR DADDY.

ya. nobody buy orange juice for me. :]


Wednesday, April 11, 2007


mummy hang grandpa's picture on the living room wall. -o- got a SHOCK when i saw it. and i pass by it. i feel that his eyes are following me. -o- there goes the wedding atmosphere. all ruin by a big big photo. -o-

mr thia and mr tan didnt come today. did maths. and it is completely boring. -o- jolene likes to be independent. :] hehehe.

after school went to help out with the photo taking thing. :]

den watched people dance while waiting for gillian but she left. -o-

byebye. :]
dont act like you know everything when you know nothing.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007


finally. i feel H-A-P-P-Y. :]

made a posb account and card. :] HEHEHE. daddy and mummy cannot touch it now. byebye to ocbc kid's saving. xD made alot of promises to get this done. :"[

fun fun fun fun. xD

reached home and realise that the house is full of that kind of wedding atmosphere. :] the XI thing sticking everywhere. i thought they only stick those in the olden days. saturday. :] fooood. :]

today is a boring day. english exp. somekind of quiz thing. was extreamly sleepy after that. :"[

i wonder why did they give us this.

my study partner.

toggi. :]

marissa took this. :]

i miss yanshan. :]


Sunday, April 08, 2007

computer is weeeeeird. i cant use it. :"[ using daddy's so called TESTER computer. -o- full of intresting junks and stuffs.

went swimming at marissa's housey yesterday. though i didnt swim. i dont want to be tanned. bro's wedding is 6 days away. :] how exciting. yummy food. at least something to be happy of.

daddy promised me that he will go and get the 'computer stuffs' and get it done by wednesday. i hope he wont break it. :/

gahs. daddy wants to usee the comp. sighs. i want to edit the blog. :"[

my blog is becoming so dulllllllllllll. because my life is dull. please. something please brighten up my life a lil. even though my blog is orange..

sighs. byebye.
&ive made a complete fool out of myself.

Saturday, April 07, 2007


(i know u know who i am)


Friday, April 06, 2007

omg. i cant believe a freaking blogskin like this took me such a loong t ime to do.-o-

thank you kelvin. :] hehehhes.

i think its still quite plain. :"[ i shall.. add some stuffs when i get home.

i am going out.

say yay.



and ya. if i didnt link any of you pleaaaaase tell me. lost ALL the link. :"[

Wednesday, April 04, 2007


how exciting. like any second, the computer will go BOOM.

hehehehee. he says the time is right. -o- exams are like almost one month away? :[

i have to save those dear pictures, file, songs blah blah and blah before it corrupts. -o- just like my mmc cards. sighs. everything will be GONE FOREVER.

i shouldnt be here blogging. i should be doing my history wb and chinese project. gahs. i have to save files. :]


i wanted to change my blogskin before i 'reopen' the blog. but i have the strong urge to blog. BUT i feel that its weird to blog for myself to see. xDD

hehehehe. the old skin dont motivate me to update my blog. maybe the default one will. but who knows if i can update or not.

omg. i need to save my files. if not my computer will corrupt any second.


great chance to 'springclean' my computer. :]

Monday, April 02, 2007

YAY. i am updating for myself. yanshan says i should still update.


i bought new socks today. YAY. xD

byebye. :]