ok. 1st. friends. i alwaes tot friends are peepx hu alwaes focus ur good points insteadd of ur bad points. everyone has a BAD point. theyy wont make euu feel
the things happenning dis few daes r gettingg. weirdd. cant we siit together like the past.? mus we go our own wae.? now the problem is. A + B + C dunchh like D + E. F doesnt like D. i noe it ishh complicatedd. let mii be thinkk. i dunchh noe anione dislike G anot as A seems like she dislike G. FINE FINE FINE. I M COMPLICATING MAIISELF. I NOE EUU FEEL COMPLICATEDD. I M FIGURING IT OUT TOOO.
WHY MUS THINGS BE COMPLICATED. EUU TELL MI. WHY WHY WHY. I REALLI FEEL LIKE BANGING MAII HEAD AGAINST DAA DAM FREAKING SHITY IDIOTIC LOOKING WALL. I SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE SLAPPING SOMETHING. GRRS.
ok. *breath in n out* hmms. i noe things cannot go daa wae tat i wann. but why mus things go sho. ridiculous. sometiimes i askk maiiself ishh dis a TEST furr mii. createdd by humans euu noe. all dis make peepx lose trust frm eachh other. it happenedd tuu mii before. i noe how it feels. it simpily sarks. it makes euu askk urslef if euu should trust him or her. daa feeling ishh completely. weird. i noe euu may not experience dis be4. but whenn everyone turn their back on euu n walk awae. euu will feel lost. euu will wan tuu find someone. i dunch noe if euu call dis dai ti pin or wadeva euu call it. it jus. NORMAL HUMAN REACTION. NOBODY WANS TUU BE ALONE.
i toldd maiiself tuu forgiive n forget. dis ishh daa best wae tuu make things possible. of course. i still treat it as a lesson. now. i dunchh feel daa i put
can everybody sit around daa table n tok wad they wan tuu sae.? peacefully. den things will end faster. can we can we.? please. x( some peepx dunchh noe wad ishh happeningg. like mii. until 2dae. =D
let mii continue. =D i think all tat i cann sae. hab beenn saidd. now. things hab beenn in a place which ishh. un-returnable. nvmms. after careful tots. i decidedd tuu ignore everything. study. let things go how it suppose tuu be. giive opinions whenn supposedd. console whenn supposed. jus let. everything. GO BY ITSELF.
its onli 9 months. 9 months later. its going tuu be over. i m leavingg dis blardie world.