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lalallas. studiiedd todae. =D *SMILES* history. geography. math n sci. =DD let mii rest maii BRAINS. lalalas. tml going out wiff mama. x(( *tears* nvm. i will going tuu hab a 'fun' time wif her. x((

was reading maii past posts in dis blogg. i jus realise. i dunch noe wad ishh an ah lian last time. =D n. i m able tuu write out how i feel. but things slowly change. i think twice. before i type anithing. =D isnt tat gooooooooood. but. i dunch like it. i wan tuu write how i feel without thinking da consequences. but i cant. wonder why. nvms. i will tryy. one dae i will overcome dis. n type wadeva i wan. not now. wait till i hab da time. =DD woos. time.

i oso realise. tat. hmms. HMMMS. wonder how should i phrase it. *bite nails* AHHS. I DUNCH NOE. xDD i think. not determined.? like. 2dae i sae. I WILL NV TOUCH CHOCOLATES AGAIN. but da next dae.. xD or. I WILL NV TALK TUU DAT PERSON AGAIN. but things change da next few daes. wad ishh tat called. ok. nvms. =D

lalalas. i realised ALOOOT of things. alot. i spent 1h++ reading those posts. den i realise tat da history ishh repeating itself. isnt it.? yes i thinksho. blah blah blahs. let mii stop here. i wan tuu eat maii DINNERR. [: