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recieved bursery letter today. seems like i cant get it because daddy's pay is more than 4000. ;[ asked daddy to 'cheat' but he dont want. ;[

@#$%^*&

he even say something like, then this letter can throw away alrdy. ;[ so hurting. its like, i studied hard didnt i.? my father always make me feel that i didnt. so freaking hard to meet his expectation. sometimes i dont even know what he wants.

even for poa, he barely praised me. ;[

arghs. no mood. no mood.

i should sleep.

good night.