i am sad. but people still add salt to my wound(?). ;[

never mind. I AM GOING TO BAKE TML.!!! mummy asked me to start from the basic. butter cake. daddy loves butter cake. love daddy. he gave me my allowance.! my full allowance.

pass up maths papers tml. MR TAN DIDNT POST ANY PAPERS.! like, YAY. ;D buying books with jas jas too. then she will accompany me to buy some baking stuffs. she knows how to bake egg tarts.!

not sure if she is helping me out. i hope she will. ;[ i have no fate with the kitchen. expect instant noodles etc. my rice always become very watery and soft. i followed what mummy said but dont know why like that leh.

packed those baking stuffs just now. so fun.!

hehhees. how exciting. ;D hope it will turn out well. or it will only worsen my mood. hahahahahaas.

byebye.

why can't it be like it was?

orchard with mar mar today. ;D

bought a dreeeeeeessssss. needa save the money for rainy days. in case my hp bill burst or something, daddy will take away all my $. dont know why he can get my money. i shall hide it. ;[

my mother is nagging because i haven earn money wanna spend money. not like i didnt want to work. she was the one at there nag nag nag. i think my parents back stabbed me. both of them are like, attacking me this few days. ;[ attacking=what i do they also nag.

yes, back to today. wandered around orchard. back to tamp and went to starbucks. ;D no, i didnt wear my starbucks tee there. ;D sat there for a very long time. was it.? so cosy. ;D

sat the same bus back. the one which we took to tamp inter in the afternoon. recognised it because marissa stuffed the candy wrapper in between the seats. xD













sad=sleep.

bye.

Even if you are on the right track,
You will get run over if you just sit there.

swollen eyes today. i am sad. ;[

woke up super late today. ;D freaked out when i saw my swollen eyes. wanted to use some ice to make it... less swollen.? no ice. superrrr pathetic. i think its because i like to crunch ice. ;D

met ys+cm to have dinner at bedok 85. with my swollen eyes. ;[

went bedok then to ikea because cm wanna see table. mummy buying shelfs for me. ;DDDD

reached home 10++, eyes still swollen. daddy was having pms or something. still mad at him. >;[
hope i wont have swollen eyes tml. going town with mar mar. ;D















chose some random pics. -o- ugly eyes in the other pics. ;[

please please, no swollen eyes tml... ;[

tirrrrrrrred...

byeee. ;D

don't let a mistake you made
yesterday define who you are today.

;D

recieved bursery letter today. seems like i cant get it because daddy's pay is more than 4000. ;[ asked daddy to 'cheat' but he dont want. ;[

@#$%^*&

he even say something like, then this letter can throw away alrdy. ;[ so hurting. its like, i studied hard didnt i.? my father always make me feel that i didnt. so freaking hard to meet his expectation. sometimes i dont even know what he wants.

even for poa, he barely praised me. ;[

arghs. no mood. no mood.

i should sleep.

good night.

went to send charmaine they all off today. gave them their goodie bag. ;D reached home, rest a while and went to malaysiaaaaaaaaa.

pedicured while bro+wife went for facial. both of them were having cold war. -o- yay. my heels are soft and healthy.! expect the nails colour not very nice. ;[ never mind. bro pay one. ;D i just want those dead skin to be gone. high heels=dry heels.

MAYBE bro is going to dubai(arab) to work. for more than 3 years. his boss needs someone to go over there to take care of the 'outlet'.

he said that the pay there is high. his normal pay in sg+US$4500. get a car and an apartment there. for free. bad thing is, family and friends are here in sg. sis in law dont wanna go and bro says he dont care (in front of her). -o- like, wth. i think its because he is mad of her. they quarreled before that. -o-

thats the reason why he treated me us so good la.. ;[[[ i hope his boss will like, realise he chose the wrong person. i dont want bro to go there....

bye. ;[

giving up doesn't mean your weak, sometimes
it just means you're strong enough to let go.

<3 sugar peanuts.

BON VOYAGE CHARMAINE, JARED AND YIMING. ;D
HAPPY CHINA-ING. xD

sending them off tml morning. ;D china is fun but there are too many reckless drivers. ;[ i rmb i almost got killed(?) twice/thrice. ;[ shopping is fun too. esp when you sneak away to go shopping (in the rain) when you are supposed to be sight-seeing.

i will never forget how jas laughed at my sleeping posture. ;[

bro+wife bringing mummy and sis to malaysia for some shopping trip tml. decide tml to tag along or not. can spend bro's $$. he owe me a bday gift. ;D

finished heroes season 1. hehehes.

jas jas came my house to play. she finished poa hmk. i just started today. ;[

hehehes. bye. ;D

i guess i just have to accept that you
aren't the person that i once knew.

did maths today.! like, finally. been saying that i will do it since dont know when. ;D so i did a lil maths. watch a lil heroes. jump here and there. sometimes both together. ;D

did 2 emaths papers and 1 amaths paper. left with 1 more amaths. realised if i dont do it today, i will have 6 maths papers to do next week. if i dont do it next week, i will have 8 papers next next week.

then it will accumulate till school reopens and i will go crazy. ;[

its like never ending... ;[

plan: finish 4 papers today. another 2 papers next week. hand them all up next friday. ;D

hate e-portal. hate mr tan yim siong. hate maths. no. love maths.

going to finish up that amaths paper with only 4 questions (yiming say one).

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

if you keep trying to be everything
you're not, you're going to miss out on
everything you were supposed to be.

(this song is for the... enchanted feeling? ;D)

watched enchanted at plaza sing today. nice and funny. so many stupid scenes. dont eat the apple.! i am not really sure if i said that.

hehehehes. ate pizza hut after watching. bloated. xD went back because mar mar and cm have tuition. didnt get to shop. we will be back, plaza sing. ;D

i am broke... broke for a long time hahahaas. 27th is coming. allowance is coming... try to get some prepayments. i have a... accrued chiamin acc. why am i talking about poa. -o-




so cute. ;D










chiamin says: blurr then cool ma.











its raining. ;D

gonna watch heroes.
&gossip girl is nice too. ;D

byyyyyyyyyye. ;D

Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more.
If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever have enough.

heroes-ing. ;DDDDD
jap guy so funny. xDDDDD

byyyeee.

If I could have one wish it would be to have no reason to make one.

i didnt do any hmks today. haahhahahahas.

went the cafe where ys works with marissa, chiamin and shien. ;D wanted to do hmks. ended up eating. alot.

i wanna get a new phone. with a good camera. ;[ stingy daddy dont wanna lend me his new camera. this old one is a lil cranky. i dont like to bring a cameras out at times. i dont know why. maybe its because i dont like my camera. so i want a new phone with a good camera. ;D

and daddy only recommend motorola phones because he works for motorola. ;[ supervisor. always get some phones back. he will say, belinda come, i show you the best phone. a month later, he will bring back another one and repeat the same thing.

yay its raining. shall read some phone reviews.

bye. ;D

Sometimes, you just gotta let go
and see what else you can find

chong keng's belated bday paarty.

met with charmaine, mai and jiamin at tm firsttttt. saw eileen when we were sitting at mac. she look fine to me. ;D then went to meet jared. ;D we were quite early. waited for a looong looong time for the food. was starrrrrrrving.

left early with marissa and chiamin because they have tuition. ;D

my nose hurts. ;[























i have 4 maths papers to do. 2 amaths and 2 emaths. arghs. -o- lazy. ok. i shall do tml. i will do tml. i must do tml. -o- maybe i can start on poa, chem, chinese, physics?

holiday so fun.

bye. ;D
i HATE beetles. (hahahahahahas)

It’s times like these we learn to love again.

ommmmmmmg. i am sick. so is marissa. so 2 sick people went out together.

so went down to bugis to get my top and get marissa's bag straps. walk around and lalalaa.

i am feeling very grouchy now and i think my computer is crazy. maybe its not only me. omg....... why am i sick again. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. why is my immune system so weak. ;[ daddy said, serve you right.

arghs. i wanna scream at every healthy person i see.

i hope i will get better tml. ck's bday thing.

bye

so thats what friends are for.

MARISSA'S BDAY. ;D

gillian came my house to find me first because... she had nowhere to go. i had to wave at the window like a crazy women because she dont know the way to my housey. yes. then she played the 3d puzzle thing.

then went marissa's housey eat and blah blah blah. ;D

watched bratz online. then went to sleep. couldnt get into sleep at first. ;D cheryl told me i talked when i was sleeping. wonder what is it about. ;/

went to eat with them then went home. daddy was in a very good mood because he got himself a new laptop. great, he have 3 working computers in his room now. hahas. wait till mummy knows it. ;D



















wooooooooooooooos. done.

byeeeeeee.

the worst thing about being lied to
is knowing that you're not worth the truth.