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i realised that i have no aims for the coming exams. ;[ every exams i will have a negotiation with daddy. like. top 10 get how much. how many As get how much. H-O-W-E-V-E-R, just now he said: you should top 10 and score As one what. 应该的。wth.

this means there isnt any reward for working so hard.;[ there isnt any motivation. i shall bug him. just because i am 10th of the top ten last semester he expect me to get it again this time. so i blurted out, so easy you go take the exams la. (i was very irritated because of the war in europe chapter)

arghs. but i didnt score very well for ca tests ya. so... you know. also, i am tenth of the top ten. its like, so droppable. -o-

never mind, i have another aim to win mr lau ding ping. ;D the one who have 9th position because of 0.1%.? and the one who topped for the recent poa test. ;D

hehehhees.

bye.