maii 1st tear in esss..

haiz.. 2dae realli berii sad.. haiz.. can sum1 plz think bout mii.. i m alive.. haiz.. i realli feel like changin sch sia.. da peepz of esss sux tuu da core.. but sum can la.. haiz.. they surely sae mii act kelian all tat lame stuff.. if euu are sad.. will euu cry?? haiz.. i m realli tryin berii hard not tuu.. but.. haiz.. plz la.. realli berii depress.. can i die at dis berii min..go accompany maii grandmama.. haiz.. nobody think bout mii.. maii family all busy.. haiz.. now onli gort jorene.. haiz.. she ish da best ba.. when i tot i found maii best fren.. maybe i didnt cherish.. den it is gone.. haiz.. now sho boring in class.. wan tuu skip sch.. after exam ba.. skip liao oso no one notice.. die liao oso no one notice de.. notice liao.. happy until jump.. da world ish full of evil.. cannot believe any1..there ish oso no true fwens.. i was dam stoopid when those peepz told mii tat they will be maii true fwens.. i juz believed them.. haiz.. i alrdy apologise le euu wan mii tuu how.. kneel down n beg euu ar.. den euu happy.. haiz.. i wont stae in a place which ish full of sadness... i will try all maii ways tuu leave tat place.. i find a place which i will be happy.. wad ish da use of stayin in a place when euu r not happy.. rite..