stoppedd.

lalallaa.

i wont be update maii blog furr a period of time baa.

yupps.

no needd tuu noee da reasons. >.<

juz dunchh feel like it.

continue taggingg worxx.

i will replyy de.

[[ take care. ]]

lalallaa.

2daee.

chiiamin.yanshan.jiamin pon.

lalala.

sho quiet without themm.

den.

like tat lor.

gort lite test.

do until wan tuu sleep.

den chii.

more siian.

oh yaa.

siyingg cryy 3 times 2daee.

lalalla.

nothingg tuu saee bout her.

little bit things onlii.

cryy like siao.

afterr schh went tuu kfc n eat eat wif mar.shien.

eat le den went home le.

weex.

[[ wadd ishh happeningg tuu maii life. ]]

acc kanaa hack.

haixx.

maii maple acc kanaa hack.

nvm.

i noee hu euu r.

yupps.

we will juz waiit n c.

1 daee euu will get it yaa.

i will rememberr it.

X)

i juz feel tat.

euu r stoopidd.

n i m stoopidd.

alot of reasons yaa.

juz rememberr tat.

i wont 4get dis.

da saddest thingg ishh.

i trustedd euu.

[[ stoopidd farkerr. ]]

sadd.angryy. shii wang.

haixx.

2daee gort sho manyy feelinggs.

i m sadd.

i m angryy.

i feel disappointedd.

i cannot explain whyy m i sadd.

actualyy ishh in orderr.

angryy=>disappointedd=>sadd=>ignoringg.

weex.

like tat nor.

dunchh wan tuu explain.

all happen in class.

no1 cares yaa.?

dunchh bother tuu explain.

lalallaa.

saw geraldine.

n a guyy.

den tok tok a while den go le.

gort dnt thignyy.

den 2daee mathh test.

sho siian.

teacherr took da test from texbook.

n she photocopiedd it.

furr mii its dumb.

dunchh care laa.

woo.

2molo gort cca.

n its yuhan's bdaee 2daee.

[[ happyy bdae. (althoughh he wont c. ) ]]

weex. fate.

lalalaa.

2daee afterr schh.

den went home.

actualyy meet jorene go tm.

den she saee she hab detention.

wif her wad lor.

sobxx.

den go home le.

rene saee can go tm.

den i fasterr change go meet her.

shan call wo.

ask wo take moneyy lendd chiamin.

den went tuu take lor.

$5 niia.

all coins.

den went meet jorene.

she keep sayingg bout her ahems.

sobxx. all hab liao.

X(

nvm.

theyy r HAPPYY.

lalalaaa.

berii stress dis few daes.

2molo mathh test.

ms lin 2daee den saee.

*grr*

den mathh hmk.

alot.

haixx.

siians.

[[ fate fate. ]]

things repeatingg agaiin. X(

haixx.

moodyy.

dis few daes help chiamin lvl her maple.

den plae plae plae.

gort do some hmks laa.

siians.

i feel tat things r happening again.

X(

dunchh noee whyy.

nvm.

goingg tuu finishh dis term le.

afterr dis term den decide wad tuu do next year lor.

wonderr wadd i do tuu euu all.

i didnt whack euu or wadevaa.

i owe euu de ahh.?

[[ hurt. ]]

tiredd.

lalalaa.

2daee dam dam tiredd.

morningg wake up.

den go schh nor.

afterr schh go findd rene.

hehexx.

den go eat eat shop shop.

cuz tuition at 4 maa.

den oso nothingg tuu do.

den go out wif her.

den went home.

straight awaee tuition le.

sho i berii tiredd.

start roundd 5.

juz now endd.

hmms.

maii mama wan mii tuu change schh.

wonderr whyy.

but i dunchh feel like.

laterr new schh..

new enviroment.

new peepxx.

new teacherrs.

dunchh wan laa.

althoughh esss not sho goodd laa.

but den i oso quite use le.

onlii not use tuu 1e3.

some of da peepxx theree ishh suckyy.

eg. jarius angg.

lalalaa.

berii noisyy.

haixx.

gort cute 1 lor.

eg. mariissaa.

hehexx.

oso gort prettyy de.

eg.shan.

oso gort farnii de.

eg. lau wu.

oso gort 1 bitchh.

SIYINGG.

cryy babbyy.

little bit cryy like hell.

wonderr wad will she be like.

when she grow up.

hmms.

* imagine.*

[[ i hate siyingg. ]]

oldd folks home.

lalalaaa.

2daee went tuu jamiiyahh home.

theree quite goodd laa.

facilities not sho good lor.

den.

peepxx theree berii fwenlyy.

hehexx.

we singg.

den serve foodd.

sobxx.

i tok tuu a uncle lor.

den he speak englishh de.

wahh.

his englishh berii diifficult tuu understandd.

den he no teeths maa.

oso nv pronounce properlyy lor.

but den still can listen laa.

he berii poor thingg lor.

gort 9 children.

NONE of them go visit him lor.

den his wife pass awaee le lor.

he still tell mii he love his wife berii muchh lor.

da children berii wad lor.

go visit maa.

he sho poor thingg.

staee theree 8 years.

maybe at 1st gort wife laa.

but den afterr tat nehxx.

nobodyy go liao lor.

den he still tell mii he can onlii tryy tuu rememberr how theyy look lor.

den he oso saee he love his children lor.

wad typee of children aree theyy lor.

i at theree listen until wan tuu cryy le lor.

sobxx.

but den he ask mii 1 ques.

i wan tuu laughh.

hahaxx.

he ask.

m i marriedd.

omg.

i gort tell him i 13 niia.

he still ask.

den i tell him i still cannot marryy peepxx.

hahaxx.

sho faarnii.

den gort 1 uncle.

take moneyy from mii.

2 times.

1 time ishh at 1st floor.

he ask wo give him 20 cents.

den i give lor.

den he saw da 20 cents.

sho happyy.

call mii give him anotheer 50 cents.

den nv give.

cuz all walk awaee le.

den at on top tat time.

he oso ask frm mii.

den i oso give lor.

den da peepxx there c until i take out wallet.

all look at mii.

da englishh man oso.

hahaxx.

den da englishh man toldd mii no moneyy allow.

den i dunchh noee wan give maa.

den da uncle like tat look at wo.

call mii put on his handd.

den i dunchh care juz give lor.

den sit behindd de indian uncle.

at there shake his headd.

den look at mii.

haixx.

dunchh noee laa.

afterr everyythingg we clean up da place.

=)

i bringg 1 uncle.

sit wheel chair de.

tuu his room nor.

he sho xin ku.

da floor sipperlyy.

his leg oso not sho good.

like tat pushh his wheel chair out.

den i go help lor.

pushh tuu his place liao.

c him ok liao.

den i go out.

gort 1 uncle smoke lor.

den blow on maii face.

i cannot tahan.

i at coughh.

den ijuz walk awaee nor.

afterr tat we drink tea den go le.

still give da person in charge scoldd.

saee we berii noisyy.

sobxx.

1e3 ishh like tat de.

=p

[[ love ishh bout consistence n perseveringg.]]

i hatee euu laa.

sobxx.

i hate him lor.

idiiot.

anyhow saee mii.

i berii bu gan yuan lor.

i realli nv saee de lor.

saee i saee.

idiiot.

sobxx.

shan muz believee mii hor.

if not i nothingg tuu saee le.

dunchh feel likee writingg lee.

[[ MUZ BELIEVE MII HOR.]]

lalalaa.

2daee sho unluckyy.

at 1st ishh morningg suddenlyy berii giddyy nor.

wearr contacts tat time like wan tuu faiint like tat.den

i at sofaa there sit sit furr berii longg.

berii xiinku lor.but den i still go schh. gort dnt ma.

if i dunchh go den chiamin die le lor.

cuz i tot ishh 2daee passup den i grp wif her ma.

if i dunchh go i oso losee marks.

iddiot.ishh next week.

maybee ishh i too tiredd den will like tat.

maii memoryy ishh berii bad le. haixx.

2daee dunchh hab tuu tie.

ishh tat time lost de.

den wan buyy no stock.

den sit outside lor.

berii paiisehh.

den actuallyy need tuu go up stagee de.

den mii sharifahh n 1 1e4 de run awaee.

hahaxx.

den wan go home de.

on da bus c until JORENE.

l0ve her.

muackss.

den we 2 go eat eat.

shop shop.

friidaee goingg out agaiin.

=)

lalalaa.

gort somethingyy happen tuu her.

muz peii her.

hahaxx.

i oso berii sian de.

go home oso nothingg tuu do.

hehexx.

sho happyy.

juz now we 2 tok alot of things.

hahaxx.

saee out le betta le.

actuallyy 2daee in class not happyy nor.

den quiet quiet all da waee lor.

nobodyy understandss.

=(

afterr assembelyy den quite ok le nor.

=)

i wan tuu save moneyy buyy thingg le.

hehexx.

[[ jiiayou.shenggqiian.]]

tiredd.

sobxx.

alm0st everyydaee i m tiredd.

i m alwaes tiredd.

still gort peepxx saee maii eyes alwaes like maple de snail.

X(

berii tiredd la.

wan tuu sleep.

2daee chiiamin ask mii go khim house do dnt.

i dunchh wan.

berii tiredd.

den maybe hab tuition 2daee.

sobxx.

sho go home lor.

den marissa de tuition cancel.

sho she come maii house.

plaee maple.

help mii earn 10k ba.

den die 4 or 5 times.

hahaxx.

maii exp from.

40% drop tuu 29%.

pro ba she.

hahaxx.

nvm.

man man traiin.

[[ its goingg tuu raiin. ]]

hate dnt

2daee went tuu chiamin house do dnt.

bu xia0 xin make her cousin angryy.

sorryy chiiamin. X(

denn.

do do do until 6 lor.

den went home.

lol.

i waiitedd furr da bus furr 45 MINS.

*grrr*

stoopidd bus.

den when i get down frm bus.

i ball drop from da skyy.

woo.

amazingg.?

hahaxx.

no la.

ishh from dunman sec de fence n den dunchh noee how theyy kik.

kik until outside.

juz a few cm awaee from mii.

pheww.

berii tiredd.

dunchh wanna writee le.

[[ hate dnt. love hm ]]

tiredd.

tired siia.

den 2daee i berii blurr.

go out tat time.

4GET TUU TAKE PASSPORT.

lol.

i noee.

berii farnii.

den i went home take.

den in da car.

i suddenlyy rememberr.

I DIDNT TAKE MONEYY.

den drive back agaiin.

den took maii moneyy.

paiisehh.

hahaxx.

den 2daee oso shop shop norxx.

hehexx.

bought a 3 quarterr pants.

30 dollar.

den.

a pair of shoee.

39.90

den.

2 1/2 quarter pants.

30.

hmms.

nothingg le.

da rest ishh eat eat de.

lalalaa.

quite tiredd la.

shop berii longg nehxx.

den jam all da waee.

X(

didnt buyy any bag.

haixx.

[[ schh reopen le. =( ]]

sobbyy.

sobxx.

dis few nites realli cannot sleep.

X(

dunchh noee whyy.

i berii tiredd de lor.

but den cannot sleep.

i noee berii weirdd.

but den realli la.

sobxx.

nvm.

lalala.

laterr goingg malaysiia wif maii mama.

=)

3pm ba.

den walk walk until at nite nor.

cannot staee there.

sobxx.

maii mama 2molo need tuu work ba.

i oso need tuu do project.

haixx.

[[ endless nite. ]]

tiredd.

sobxx.

didnt sleep well last nite.

i think i sleep at 3 or 4 ba.

sobxx.

berii tiredd.

earlyy in da morningg.

gillian n jolene call wo.

jolene ask mii wheree ishh yanshan.

hmms.

how i noe.?

den gillian ask mii gort xtra hp furr jiamin.

dunch hab.

can call duringg da afterrnoon de ma.

i sleepingg nehxx.

hahaxx.

i bout tuu complete scii le.

yeps.

2molo i goingg malaysia.

woo.

shoppingg.

hope maii mama wont break her promise again.

=)

lalalaa.

nothingg tuu write le.

laterr goingg tuu do dnt.

siians.

[[ w0 aii shanxx. bu yao zou. =( ]]

hmms.

wahh. i complete all da mathh le.

=)

now left sci nor.

wahh.

3 sets siia.

sho diifficult.

haixx.

laterr go do norxx.

haixx.

i sense somethingg bad ishh goingg happen.

maybee not accurate la.

but den realli weirdd weirdd de.

afterr shan gort her steadd.

hope nothingg will happen ba.

=)

saee until like gort special power.

=P

haixx.

juz now gort tuition.

sho siian.

ishh at 11 de lor.

den da tuition teacherr late ma.

den i 12 den wake up.

sho tiredd.

didnt sleep well last nite.

think alot of thingg.

hehexx.

confiidential.

haixx.

i borrow da two books.

BERII WAD DE LOR.

da endingg.

i hate it lor.

stoopidd.

both books rite.

marriedd some1 theyy dunch like.

theyy like de all at theree waitingg furr them.

den theyy marriedd tat time.

all run awae.

i berii angryy lor.

>=(

marriedd lehxx.

need tuu choose da 1 euu love de ma.

choose those hu love euu but den euu dunch like them.

gort wad use.

iidiot nehxx.

berii angryy.

duunch wan tuu writee le la.

[[ hopee nothingg will happen norxx. ]]

lalalaa.

juz completee 1 math paperr.

i berii slow siia.

45mins tuu complete 1.

haixx.

muz jiayou.

gort alot of paperrs.

=(

2daee plaee maple.

lvl 26 le.

=)

den i help 2 person lvl worxx.

hahaxx.

plaee until half deadd.

die alot of times.

broke le la.

i at sleepyywood theree plae.

den no moneyy le.

buy pots.

=(

lalalaa.

hope tuu finishh maii hmk.

fasterr.

if not.

schh reopen den die le ba.

hehexx.

[[ if timee can go back... ]]

wahh. fats.

sobxx.

i think i goingg tuu bian feii le.

hahaxx.

2daee chiiamin came tuu maii house afterr da mathh ma.

den cook noodles again.

like ytd.

=)

berii good tuu eat.

hahaxx.

surelyy fat le.

den afterr tat we go libraryy.

do hmk.

=)

onlii complete some.

sat on da floor.

cannot concentrate.

hahaxx.

den.

went home norxx.

wahh.

2daee maii aunt cook.

alot sehh.

berii good tuu eat.

=)

den.

eat alot again.

haixx.

[[ nii shuo feii bu feii. ]]

lalaa.

hmms.

2daee went furr xtraa class.

sciencee thingyy norxx.

SIIAN.

hahaxx.

den.

afterr tat went tuu libraryy do historyy project.

wif chiiamin.siyingg.

she sux.

hahaxx.

nvm.

dunch wan tuu tok bout it.

chiamin came maii house.

woo.

we cookedd maggie mee.egg.lan diao de hashbrown.nuggets.

yummyy.

hahaxx.

den write storyy furr newspaper report.

den she go home norxx.

now playingg maple.

dunch noee wan go furr 2molo den mathh lasson ma.

haixx.

beiri tiredd.

[[ hiccup ]]

ha0 fan.

sobxx.

2daee morningg went tuu churchh.

went ALONE.

sobxx.

shanxx.

haixx.

den came back alone oso.

=(

den in da bus hor.

i dunch noee whyy.

i suddenlyy feel like cryingg.

hmms.

i dunch noee whyy.

den i criedd.

peepxx muz be thinkingg tat i 'shi lian'.

hahaxx.

i dunch noee whyy i criedd.

dunchh ask mii whyy.

den da whole bus trip.

30% cryingg.

40% daeedreamm.

da rest ishh at theree listen tuu music.

=)

lalalaa.

2daee went tuu churchh norxx.

haixx.

oso berii sian.

=p

shan nv go.

=(

afterr tat i run home.

=)

cuz maii fatherr at home ma.

but den i 8pm like tat den reachh home.

oso kana scoldedd.

>=(

sobxx.

nvm la.

b4 i came home i bought potato chips.

=D

n lemonade.

didnt eat dinnerr ma.

hehexx.

dunchh wan tuu write le.

[[ endure. ]]

holiidaee le. =)

yeahh.

holidaee le.

althoughh onlii 1 week.

betta den nothingg ma.

muz start studyingg le.

=)

2daee afterr schh.

shien n marissa camee tuu maii house.

took pics.

dunch feel like puttingg on blog.

hahaxx.

den afterr theyy go i plaee com a while.

den went tuu sleep.

berii tiredd.

den wake up.

watchh tv.

eat dinner.

den plaee maple.

laterr goingg tuu do tuition hmks.

=(

[[ no man or women ishh goingg tuu make euu cryy. those hu will. does not worth ur tear.]]

lalala.

i tidyy maii room 2daee.

=)

den i droppedd maii digii cam on da floor.

=(

gort 1 small small scratchh theree la.

but den maii heart oso paiin.

hahaxx.

afterr tudyingg up maii room.

i went tuu do mathh.

do 1 ex niia.

den wan tuu sleep le.

den sleep furr 45mins ba.

wake up do mathh agaiin.

about tuu complete 1 more ex.

=)

laterr den do.

still gort scii.

sobxx.

[[ i wan tuu becomee guaii giia. ]]