I miss those days where I can spend days sitting around doing nothing, cafe-hop with my favourite people and talk about everything and anything under the sky. 

Day 6 of my AAVL and I spent 1/2 the day running errands + meeting the bestie and another 1/2 just sorting out... My life in general. I hate to say that I am in a total mess. The past 3.5 months has been nothing but a rollercoaster ride. A whirlwind of emotions but yet no time to rant, ponder or analyse them thoroughly. 

This is probably why I started to take things at it is, one step at a time. Since whatever will be, will be and whatever is yours, will be yours eventually. I lived by that and yes, it does make me happy like 70% of the time. But then again, life happens. An abrupt stop and boom, everything just hits you right at the face. And... Here comes procrastination and avoidance. 

I'm sorry for being such a mess. 

It's time to start to look for what keeps me sane again. 

endings are also new beginnings

Exactly one week ago, I bid goodbye to the corporate world. My 2 weeks notice was pretty torturous with the most negative and absurd remarks about my career move. To others it may be just a temporary escapism or just missing out on tons of other career opportunities. But to me, it's pretty much a dream come true. 

Up till now, 21 turning 22, I'm still overly consumed by wanderlust. There's just soooo much to life than to be desk-bounded, facing the computer screen from 9-6 everyday and with just 14 days annual leave a year. This part of me is just curious for what the rest of the world has in store. To breath the air of new places and make memories across the world. 

Of course there would be a long list of cons... Oh well, life is always a balancing act. Eventually it boils down to your own fundamental values. 

Will you be able to stay rooted? Or stray?