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uncle passed away. sighs. i didnt know how to react lol. like, he is not VERY close to me. at the same time, he is not those kind of relative whom i will meet like.. one year one time? i see him monthly. ;[ i feel like crying. but i cant. but i did. i dont know why.

seriously, the last thing i would do is to dance. -o-

super bad day. first thing in the morning is amaths test. lol. i preparing to fail that paper. den chem. dont understand a single thing the teacher is saying. thats when i saw mummy's msg about uncle. ;[ den my emotion was quite mixed. den comes the irritation. den comes the 'no one understands part'. den the normal part.

well, i think i am still going out with them later. mummy daddy and sis wont be home. they are going to uncle's house. i dont want to be alone at home. -o- so, the plan continues. i need food. i need comfort food. ;[

arghs. yes. its expected. last month we knew that he only can live for another 2 weeks. but he lived more than a month. yes yes. his sufferings end. liver cancer. sighs.

let me be emo.

;[

bye.
"its not that i dont want to tell. no, you wont understand."