maii 1st tear in esss..

haiz.. 2dae realli berii sad.. haiz.. can sum1 plz think bout mii.. i m alive.. haiz.. i realli feel like changin sch sia.. da peepz of esss sux tuu da core.. but sum can la.. haiz.. they surely sae mii act kelian all tat lame stuff.. if euu are sad.. will euu cry?? haiz.. i m realli tryin berii hard not tuu.. but.. haiz.. plz la.. realli berii depress.. can i die at dis berii min..go accompany maii grandmama.. haiz.. nobody think bout mii.. maii family all busy.. haiz.. now onli gort jorene.. haiz.. she ish da best ba.. when i tot i found maii best fren.. maybe i didnt cherish.. den it is gone.. haiz.. now sho boring in class.. wan tuu skip sch.. after exam ba.. skip liao oso no one notice.. die liao oso no one notice de.. notice liao.. happy until jump.. da world ish full of evil.. cannot believe any1..there ish oso no true fwens.. i was dam stoopid when those peepz told mii tat they will be maii true fwens.. i juz believed them.. haiz.. i alrdy apologise le euu wan mii tuu how.. kneel down n beg euu ar.. den euu happy.. haiz.. i wont stae in a place which ish full of sadness... i will try all maii ways tuu leave tat place.. i find a place which i will be happy.. wad ish da use of stayin in a place when euu r not happy.. rite..

lalala

haiz.. exams r cumin... berii sian lehz.. got exams.. but den no choice..
muz do hmks le.. sho many hmks lor.. vomit blood..
2dae 10am wake up.. den go online...
den plae until 12 go eat lunch...
den noe tat mum goin kl..
sho bad de..
i cant go..
after tat.. go back n plae com again.. hehez.. den i take a nap.. 4 den wake up..
yawn.. sho tired.. i m trying to clear maii panda eyes... hehez
den bath le.. wake maii self up.. den plae com....
hehez.. realli later MUZ do hmks le..
quite alot... but nvm...
muz guai..
do hmk
but too bad.. now i not in hmk mood lehz.. usually not la.. onli exams r cuming..
haiz.. my momi go kl.. muz eat outside de food.. bleahx.. sho oily.. will fat..
hehez.. juz now derek online.. den i go tell yanshan..
i sho gd.. ys wait furr him 2 contact her lehz..
sho sad.. haiz..i think now they ok le..
cuz juz now she laugh...
as in type haha..
hehez..
den mr zhangchao msg mii.. i nv reply onli ma.. cum n scold mii.. tell him got math hmk..
den i nv sae wad page he scold mii stoopid.. berii wad rite..like he berii clever..
haiz.. den juz now send da 1e4 guy sumthingy..maii cute kitty..
sho cute.. i like lehz.. but alwaes shake its butt at mii..
sho bad rite.. but berii cute..
i got 1 fat 1.. alwaes slp..
not fun..
bye..